Nothing Stays The Same - #115

 It’s 3 a.m. and I can’t fall back to sleep. We received some surprising and disappointing news today. Our campground in Bay St Louis has been sold. 

We really like ( former) owners Lea and Randy, the wonderful way they ran the park, their knowledge of the area and of camping, RVs, and the “lifestyle”. They know what makes for a great campground and really enhanced our time at the park. Our biggest concern now  is “ the unknown”. Though I’m sure things will be relatively the same for a while, the new owners, from my understanding, have no RVing experience and are new to the area relocating from California.  This leaves us with a lot of uncertainty, questions.  

-what changes will be made?  -will the price increase?  -will storage still be offered?  - will there still be activities? 

So, the first change we have been forced to make is now to drive our truck down south instead of my car. Not tragic, but I really was so happy and looking forward to taking my car and now…  we need to have the ability to move our trailer.  

I’m obviously overthinking about all the what ifs; they are keeping me awake. 

On the other hand, everything could work out great. I guess I just need a backup plan to access my comfort zone.  

I realize nothing in life stays the same. I talked about change in my very first blog entry years ago. I guess I prefer change on my terms though, when it’s been my decision, when it’s going in a direction I want and not unexpected. 

I thought I handled change pretty well but I’m having a hard time reconciling this. Again, overthinking or perhaps mourning the possible changes to come as well.  I feel sad. I want to stamp my feet like a little kid and scream “NO”!  And I’m usually one who looks at the positive in the future; I just feel a bit off balance. 

I think I need to get out and do something positive and constructive. Today I’ll get out there and start cleaning the truck. Luckily, it’s not too bad and we just went through the capped bed the other day.  I think that will help. On the upside, we’ll definitely have more room for the stuff we’re bringing down.  It will work fine. I also switched my car service appointment to bring the truck in, instead.  

It will all work out, I’m sure! I feel a little better.